Well, I'm not a mom yet, alhough I should be. Last Halloween I found out I was expecting, and just a few short days later I miscarried. The doctor said I was about 7 weeks. A few days ago I realized that I should be due this week. Back in March I experienced miscarriage number two. Both miscarriages were completely different experiences. The first I spotted about a day, then nothing the next day. The day after that I started bleeding. My fiancee took me to the hospital, and as I got out of the car to go inside I felt a gush of blood. I'd soaked through my pants and had to tie a sweater around my waist. I had heavy bleeding, cramps, and clotting. The second miscarriage was night and day different. I was convinced I was pregnant, my period was late, but HPTs weren't coming back positive. I saw the doctor and had blood drawn. HCG came back at an 11 and I started what I thought was my period or a really early miscarriage. A week went by and I started spotting again. HPT came back positive. HCG level was 127. I spotted for a day, then a couple days later I started bleeding again. This time it was more like a normal period, and I din't have any cramps.

It's now June, and I think I might be pregnant again. My period isn't due for another week, but some of those early pregnancy symptoms are starting to show. The sore, heavy breasts, higher than usual amount of CM, out of this world heartburn (I woke up a couple nights ago around 3am after partially inhaling the acid reflux. Chewed 2 Rolaids soft chews, drank a glass of milk, but neither helped. Finally I had to coat my throat in Chloraseptic spray just to get back to sleep.) I'm crossing my fingers. I don't want to loose another baby.